tonight

aku rasa guilty gila sebab marah and melenting dengan dia tadi . first of all . im so sorry dear . but this is what I feel . I have no idea when you said "oh ! keluar ?" then suara nak touching . why ? I cant hang out ke ? even near place ? dude . I know where I been . come on . kita dah dua tahun dah . and I knew that he have nobody except me . so far lah . I trust you . and aku tahu dia banyak buat everything for me rather than others boy . Dude . I just want you consideration jeee . kalau aku boleh percaya dia . why not him ? hmmm . I knew . im not nice girl for him . I knew it . but im human too . my patience have a limit . ada perasaan marah , sedih , suka , gembira and etc . kalau fikir balik . memang banyak benda yang boleh buat sakit hati . marah . sedih . disappointed . tapi aku fikir kami dah jauhh ok . I mean relationship kami ni bukan untuk suka suka lagi . aku fikir future aku dengan dia . AKU DAH PILIH DIA . means aku nak spend all entire of my life just with him . seriously , aku dah tak boleh nak fikir lagi . aku cakap je dia boleh cari orang lain . but the real is I cant be with other guy unless with him . Dude , if I can still stand for you . I will . but I just want you to know . I an human too . and as a human I have limit to still stand on . please dont cross my limit . Dude . I love you .



p/s : I know that you know me well . so act like you know me well .