what i've learn .

sometimes . kawan is like a fire . bila sayang . dye bagi terang pada kita . but if we love too much and just let them to make something . dye boley burn kita . sekarang nih . semua da xcm dulu . every single thing . goes smooth , but now . masing3 nak ikut cara masing3 . yg xpaham xpenah nak try tok paham . yg nak menghancurkan . still keep destroy . i dont know why . sometimes . saya rasa cm useless our trust . hurm .

always him !

haha ! heee ~

p/s : i love him ! <3

our song !

kami da ada lagu kami . heeeee ~ cmnih laguu dye :

berakhir sudah pencarian cintaku
jiwa ini tak lagi sepi, hati ini tlah ada yang miliki
tiba diriku di penghujung mencari cinta
diri ini tak lagi sepi, kini aku tak sendiri

aku akan menikahimu, aku akan menjagamu
ku kan selalu di sisimu seumur hidupmu
aku akan menyayangimu, ku kan setia kepadamu
ku kan selalu di sisimu seumur hidupmu

tiba diriku di penghujung mencari cinta
hati ini tak lagi sepi, kini aku tak sendiri

aku akan menyayangimu, ku kan setia kepadamu (kepadamu)
ku kan selalu di sisimu seumur hidupmu
wooo aku akan menikahimu, oh aku akan menjagamu
ku kan selalu di sisimu seumur hidupmu

nananana nananana nananana nananana
ku kan selalu di sisimu seumur hidupmu
seumur hidupmu [4x]

penghujung cintaku !

p/s : i still stand to love u dear ! >,<

his again .

its all about him . him . him . him . HAHA ! (:

dia dan dia .

bila malam jep xley nak tido . insomnia kan . hurm . tadi saya on call nan dye . dye happy . saya suka . ciri ciri yg ada tat dye wat saya ingat tat arwah . yes ! saya bersyukur sgt . saya percaya Allah always ada nan kita . dulu . saya sedih sgt . arwah tinggalkan saya . but now . alhamdulillah . Allah give me someone that love me most . even dye quite bz right now . saya xkisah . da mang keje dye kan . saya takot sgt dye leave saya oneday t . seriously . saya sayang dye sgt . dye sedar or not saya pown xtaw . mybe outside nampak biasa . tp inside . Allah jep yg taw . saya xnak banyak . just dye sayangkan saya . didnt ignore me . dengar voice dye everyday . tgok pic dye everyday . guide me . kalau saya diberi peluang . saya nak jumpa dye dulu . sayang dye dulu . rindu dye dulu . tp Allah yg decide semua nya . kalau ditakdirkan . saya dengan dye sekejap pown saya redha . tp tolong bg saya yg pergi dulu . saya xsanggup nak idup without him . Ya Allah Kau perliharalah dia dan jauhkan dia daripada bahaya . selagi saya hidup saya hanya sayangkan dye jep .

p/s : take care tau abg ! :)

AMBILLAH APA SAJA . KECUALI DIA .

today was last day i been here . i'll have a sem break about 1 and half month . tadi saya baru tgok nur kasih the movie . actually saya da tgok . but thats a last part . so tadi saya tgok for the full movie . sumpahhh sedihh ! adam very love his wife . and nur aminah goes same like adam . seriously . when im watch that movie . saya terok terpk pasal dia . sanggup dia sayang saya macam mana adam sayayng nur aminah ? did he will find a ring for me even though thats can make his die ? i know he's love me . but im love him most . seriously . saya sayang dia sgt sgt . saya selalu berdoa . yg Allah ambil nyawa saya dulu . than dia . i can't life without him . Ya Allah ambillah apa saja . kecuali dia . itu sahaja yg mampu saya buat so far . mybe to falling in love with someone is simply like others . but not for me . coz my instinct said his for me . and i'll be with u dear . as long as i can .

p/s : tolong jgn ambil dia dahulu daripada saya Ya Allah . hanya pada Kau tempat meminta .

my he .

saya ingat lagii masa first sign of our date . dye malu sgt . diam jep . silent . xbyk ckp . ckp pown if saya ask dye something . we're watched movie . ada uhh once we're watched for twice . sumpahh klaka gilaaaa . :) then . until now . he's alway in my MIND . HEART . DREAM . (ayat kemain)

p/s : SAYA SAYANG DIA ! :)))

he's complete me .

the simple guy that make me complete . seriously . my love toward him is very high . dear ! please love me ! >,< sorry if i did something that hurt u . i really really didnt meant it . what im know . we're very happy now ! :)

dont get it .

sometimes . saya seriously xpaham . why people speak it out without think others feeling ? even though . dye da taw da ckp cm uhh ley makes people around hurt . hellooo ! da besa kottt ! nak kata budak sekolahh . da masukk U da . nihh xada kena mengena nan masukk U or what ever . but . think before talk boley x ? sumpahhh nampakk uneducated kottt . even reality u're very high educated kottt . come on larhh . bukan awak sorang jep yg boley mara . haishhh ! sometimes . i think better orang yg cm nihh . jumpa nan orang yg g garang . biar kena balik ! haishhh ! im not love them to be like that . but just nak dorang realize . dont be selfish . mama selalu ckp . cakap uhh jgn macam orang xgpegi sekolahh . pk duluuu . even with our sibling . coz dorang pown ada feeling . tah lep . nak tegorr t ckp cam baguss jep kau kan . thats a simple words they can throw .

p/s : seriously . selagii perangai kau macam uhh . xada sapa pown nak dekat nan kau larhh . *ayat kawan saya . HAHA !

Quite Down . .

semalam . saya log on acc fb dye . then i go to his group . i notice that his friend quite uncomfortable with our relationship . is it im make his change toward his friends ?

p/s : sedih gilaaaa . xada niatt pown .

kakak's wedding .

yesterday which is 2th october is my elders sister wedding . but i didnt attend . coz . i've my final paper . HR PAPER . when i answer that paper i cant concentrate because my mind was at my granny house . hurmm . honestly . im very aggrieved . hurmm . when i called mama . i heard mama's voice is happy mode . really thankful because all burden is done left . fortunately . my muncittt is attend for the wedding . abah said : abah terkejutt jugak kawan abby uhh datang . normally . abah cant accept i've bf . and attend my house . but . now he like know that i had grown up already . mama also happy of he came . thanks a lot dear . coz u're willing to attend kakak's wedding even im not there .

p/s : mama kemain alhamdulillah dye . HAHA ! dear ! thank u a lot again ! lot of <3 ! :)