saya rindu ucuk muncittt saya nihhh ! >,< dear ! i really really miss u ucukkk !

my muncitt :)

tadii dia call saya . even sekejapp pownn . good enough for me . the reason why love him much much more ? dia honest . saya tahuu dia honest nan saya . saya sukaaa cara diaaa . dia soft spoken . its true . i've crying for him . but . . . . what i can say . dia pilihan saya . mama selaluu cakap . if da fate kita nan dia . means dia larhhh kita punya . for now . i trust that he is my fate . inysyaallahh ! hopefully . yeah ! i knew . im not perfect compared with others girl that exist in this world . but i can try to be perfect for him . at least kan . wish saya satuu jep . if i've opportunity to face my future . i hope he is my partner aka a part of my life . dia selalu ckp dia sayang saya . hopefully what did he say is true and he not lies me . i dont know why . even i get anger or touching with him . i still can be tolerate with him . mybe i cant survive with him . but now . im afraid . he's start with his study . of course he confront with others girls that much much better than me . yess ! i trust him . but at the same time im very very worried that mybe i lost him . hopefully nope .

p/s : please dont leave me . . .

him .

seriously . saya rasa bersala gila . sometimes i felt like he ignored me . but sometimes . i felt like he very very caring about me . why i felt it ? i've no idea . he said he love me . and i knew it . but sometimes he doesnt need me at all . why ? hurmm . seriously . im comfortable with him . i really need him . but he look like doesnt care about me at all . honestly . when him with among his friend he look like ignored me . i knew . he should focus on his study . and how about me ? i've my own field of study too that i need to face it . even i have no time for texting . calling or chatting with him . i've tried hard for have time with him . but him ? ok . im admit . he also have time with me . but i want have conversation with him that much !

p/s : really really need him :(

people doesnt know .

why lately nih saya rasa cm dia jauhh darii saya ? why dia cm xkesahhh about me ? mybe his getting bored with me kottt . but im just the way i am . dia selaluuu nak saya faham diaaa . but diaaa . ada faham saya ? its ok . saya xkisahhh if dia nak hang out kep whatever kep . but he must think of me too . sometimes . i felt empty . he's ignored me . its hurt ok . even im laughing . is doesnt means saya suka apa yg diaa buattt . one thing that i really really hope that diaaa tahuu apa yg saya nak and saya rsaaaa . thats all .

p/s : please dont hurt me . pleaseeeee .