mistake ?

semalam mama call saya . then mama tanya cmnih :

mama : abby . abby wat apa tat fb uhh ?

saya : huh ? what im done ?

mama : in relationship nan sapa ? 1 dunia tauu aw .

saya : ma . chill larhh . fb jep pownn . saja jep . napa ma ?

mama : tp jgn lep wat cm uhh . t owg len ckp apa lak . makcik nan pakcikk da sibokk ckp jep .

saya : wat cmnew ma ? ma . abby just apply in relationship jep . mukan nyep abby g kawen larikk kep . hape kepp . ma . please larhhh . jgn dengaw ckp owg sgt leyy x ? just trust on your own daughter bleyy x ?

mama : mama bukan apa . mama nak ingatt kan jep . jgn overr sgt da lepp .

saya : abby taw g ma . abby still ingat mama nan abahh k kalaw wat somethingg uhh .

mama : . . . . . . . . (speechless)

hishh ! tension toii lep . fb jep pownn . small matter jep kottt . jgn nak complicated an leyy x ? pelikk toi lep saya nan individuuu3 yg sibokkk sgt nihhh . just mind your own business jep lep . im still know what im done . even im far away from my parents . im still know how to thinking ok . please larhhh saya da besarr ok ! im nopeee kids ok . pleasee larhhh . elokkk3 saya respect kamooo3 . im become not respect u guys . opennn larhhh sikittt mind uhh . open is doesnt means saya wat hape pown boleyyy . social gilaaaa . nope ! its not like that . just chill . if my behavior is change baruuu lep nak mengata kep hapa kep . its up to u leppp . g pownnn nobodyy perfectt ok . one more thing . if we're silent is doest means we're agree or accept what u're said . mama . always yield with them . even though . mama lagiii tua kottt . but mama patent jep . jawapan mama : ALLAHH MAHA ADILL . BIAW LEP ALLAH YG BALAS JEP . yes ! yes ma . u're right . balasan allah lagiii terukkk . tp as human we cant just silent and keep silent . t owg pijakk palee . tp mama still stand with her principle . uhh lep saya gladd gilaaa . mama mang sowg yg sabbaaa . tp saya yg dengaw uhh yg panasss tingeee kottt . please larhhh poeple ! dont bother hal owg len boley x ? just keep ur matter carefully da lep .

p/s : alhamdulillahhh larhhh kami tidakk sepertiii kamooo3 yg busy bodyyy .

why ?

is it he's love me ? as i love him ? or im just nothing to him ? i've no idea . or im very sensitive ? i dont know why his mood tonight nope like usual . moody and speechless . honestly . when he call me . even im in bad mood . my mood turn happy . but him . hurm . even i did something . im hiding from his knowledge . but he doesnt notice it . hurm . ok . all is my fault . just me did mistake . sorry . sorry and sorry . im nope the perfect one . im nope ur choices actually . im know it dear . if i doesnt accept u . u're nope interesting with me isnt it ? im notice it ok . seriously . . . . ilusm dear .

p/s : i dont want much . just need u dear . :(

he . him and his .

i know it . his speechless person . not talk to much . but it its difficult to make a story with me ? dear . yess . im accept u what the way u are . but sometimes . im felt like im talk with my self . u're just wiff ur ' eemmm' please larhhh dear . u must talk something with me . please dont just let it be . one day u're the LEADER isnt it ? u cant behave like that . u must use ur power to made decision . *kan da massokkk marketing da . HAHAHAAHH ! but dear . im seriously need your voice ok . dont too speechless ok dear . if u still stand with ur speechless . i'll be im being ignore . seriously . im totally love . care . want u dear . >,<

p/s : muncittt . esokk kita dateeee ok . ! love u damn muchh ! >,<

mid sem break again !

but . saya balik hary sabtuuu lep . cm hape jep . test nih suka spoil kan . im the last person that come back home . nak wat cm new . just accept it jep lep . missss gila3 nan muncittt saya . >,< hopefully ley kuaw nan dye . then nak hang out nan mmbe3 saya . but yg spoil nyep . what im plan always cancelled last minute . damn ! susa toi nak confirm nyep . hurm .

p/s : xsabaw nak balik . then hang out . at the same time . task gilaaaa manyakk ! sumpahhh xsuka kowt ! >,<

p/s 2 : muncitttt !!!!! *saja jep nak gedik an . HAHAHA !

together ok !

dear . even though im nope the perfect one for u . i'll try be the best for u . and i want its same with u . if i can accept what u are . please accept me as i am . u know what . i wont u to feel like im ignore u . but im just wont to disturbing u . im always wait ur call . i cant imagine if im lost the person that im love most . u're the person that im love most dear . please dont disappointed me . please . im beg .

p/s : miss u dear . my muncittt ! >,<

what im felt .

lately . we're almost fighting . just because a simple matter . he love angry on me lately . i know . u're very . very . very tired . done ur work . but im tired too . u'd said im the one who are nope understand u at all . im the one who are nope understand u or u the one who are nope understand me ? i am never increase my voice on u . i wont make u sad . but nope same to u . u're just ignore my feeling . honestly . im disappointed on u . i dont want much . i just want to change ur attitude . dont get easily angry on me . seriously . im really . really . really love u . dear . please be considered . ok .

p/s : still stand love u . (muncit)