nightmare before raya .

malam td . saya mimpi yg dye leave saya . sumpahhh ! saya takowtt gilaaa . sampai bangunn tidoo pown mata berair . then saya terosss call dye . seb bek dye ckp dye xkan tinggalkan saya . if x . saya xtaw nak buatt cmnew . time saya mimpi uhhh . dye baruu pas call saya . saya mimpi yg dye pergii cm uhh jep . xtolehh belakang pown . xpandang saya pown . sumpahh sedihh gilaaa . pleaseee . dont leave me . dear please . saya sayang dye sangat3 .

p/s : abg . sayang just ada abg jep . nobody else . hurmm .

sumpahh xpaham gilaaa . . .

manusia nih xpenah nak tgok orang lain senang sikit kan . suka thinking negative jep . ok finee ! saya nih studentt . tp xkan xley nak pakai baju yg cantik cantik kep ? cantik uh doesnt means mahal ok . if korang nak pown boley . belii jep lep . what the problem ? perluu kep canang nan orang lain . da nampakk uh dyam jep lep . hadoiii ! napa apa yg saya buat suma nyep sala ? apa yg saya buatt orang pandang suma sala ? yess ! im alsoo human ok . ada instinct nak try something . but saya x over kan . saya still boleyy pk ok . saya belum lagii nak pakai bikini kep hape kep . please larhhh . jgn nak annoyed sgt larhh yer . elok3 saya respect tat kowg . then saya lost respect saya . saya xpenah nak ckp orang lain . nak comment comment about life dowg . but why dowg keep bother nan life saya ? saya saba nihh pown sebab saya pk mama saya ok . mama ckp . biaw jep dowg nak ckp hape . ALLAH ITU MAHA ADIL . BALASAN ALLAH LAGII ADIL . yess ! saya sgt agreed nan mama . but . dont blame me if saya da lost my patent . then saya speak it out suma3 ok ! nak kata awak uhh budakk . x kott ! da besa da . sangat sangat besa ok ! lagii tua dari saya ok ! please larhhh . keep ur business than business orang lain . xpenat kep nak cakap sal orang lain jep ? dont u think we're silent means we're cant against u ok ! one more thing . repair attitude uhh dulu then keep bother life orang lain . sorry to say larhh . saya yg budak pown boley pk . xkan awak xley nak pk ? alhamdulillah larhh saya xmacam awakk .

p/s : before nak judge orang lain uhh . looking deep in ur self . seriously ! kalaw awak uhh perfect . finee ! saya accept apa yg awak ckp uhh . but u're not perfect too ok ! =___='

can u trust me ?

hurmm . today was my busy day . a lot of assignment . baruu jep abiss shoot play role for OB . sixth role . sumpahhh . penatt gilaaa . then . ary nih jugak saya nan dye misunderstood . he said today's like weird thing happen . the other words is . dye rasa cm saya nih kuaw hang out nan guy lain . seriously . saya xpenah nak wat dye cm uhh . agak sedihh jugak dye ckp cm uhhh . like he doesnt trust on me . kalaw saya nak play around . saya xkan contact awak lagiii ok . please . please . paham saya . once i said i love u . i really meant it . muncittt . please . jgn make voice like that . cm xnak ckp nan saya jep . sumpahhh . its hurt ok dear . hurmm . i'll try to understand u . so same to u . u need to understand me . selagii saya mampuuu . saya buatt suma untuk awak ok . selagii saya hidupp saya try to be the best for u . muncittt . saya xmintak banyak . saya just mintak awak tok treat me same like me treat u . i admit that i hard to get angry . but its doesnt means u can just take easy dear . saya xkisahh kalaw mata saya bengkak . rushing . i'll try to fulfill ur requirement . saya xmintak awak pk kan saya jep every single minute . jaga haty saya jep . tp its enough if u trust on me . hurmm . dear . saya pown manusia . even saya xtaw nak mara . awak ckp bila saya mara lawak gilaaa . sebab saya xnak hurt kan awak . tp . . . . bila awak out of mood . u never to think what im feel kan . xapa . saya xkisahhh . awak xada mood nak ckp nan saya ? its ok . i'll letakk phone . biar awak release . tp bilaaa saya out of mood . . . . saya xpenahh nak moody kan . saya sedar saya siapa . im just nothing for u kan . . tp awak sangat meaningful for me .

p/s : saya bukan nak awak jaga perasaan saya . tp just enough awak trust on me . :(

im just the way i am .

saya xhott . saya xsecantik girl tat luaw sana . saya xkaya . abah saya xada title apa apa pown . saya hanya seorang perempuan yg biasa . saya xada apa pown . im just nothing . but im really appreciate apa yg saya ada sekarang .

p/s : terima kasih ALLAH . give a lot of people that love me . and i love them most too ! >,<

weird gila !

ada sorang minah nih . dye ex class mate saya last sem . i dont know why . if saya terserempak nan dye kan . dye mesti avoid dari pandang saya . saya baruu jep nak smile nan dye . story dye cm nih . last sem dye ada borrow saya punya hand free . but until now she doesnt return it back . its ok larhh kalaw dye ckp da ilang kep . nak buattt hartaaaa kep . at least ckp . nih x . just keep silent . tp saya xkisahh sgt larhhh kan . hand free jep pown . saya belii pown RM10 jep kottt . no hall larhh . but jgn lep because of that dye nak avoid darii saya . xdep nyep larhhh saya nak sue dye naikk court . HAHA ! chill jep larhhh . face it jep larhh . nope just keep run away from me . helloooo . malaysia nih kecikk jep pown . pusing pusing mana mana pown still jumpa jugakkk . sampai bilaaaa nak idopp cm uh ? i dont know why . xkan saya lak nak g tanya dye kan . nampak benooo saya nihhh berkiraaa benoo . but sendiri taw lep . da besaw kottt . hadoii ! tuh pown xpaham sendiriii kep ? seriously . saya xkisahh kotttt . but what i want is . dye face with me . never mind dye ckp da ilang kep hapa . xdep nyep larhh saya nak mintax belii kan baruu (tp kalaw dye nak belikan pown saya terima jep) HAHAHAH ! tp serious saya xkisahh kottt . its up to u larhhh dude . thats ur life . kalaw nak still stay run away pown saya xkisahhh .

p/s : kepada minahhh tuhhh . awak uhh da lep dok tat s.alam jep . probability nak terserempakk nan saya uhh highest ok . so avoid larhhh selagii kamuu boley hide .

saya benciii !!!!

xsuka ! xsuka ! xsuka ! . napa saya mimpikan dye ? omg ! please larhhh . saya da trying hard da nak lupaaa kan dye . hurrrmmm .

p/s : saya sayang muncittt saya jep skunk nihhh ! titikkk ! >,<

LOVE ?

what is love ? everybody can describe that love . but for me . love is very very close to me . saya penahhh rasa ilanggg owg yg saya sayang . sumpahhh . sangat sangat sakittt . i had force my self to delete him away from my life . everything i'd . almost a year im single . even saya kapel nan ex saya . but i didnt have any feeling towards him . another words is . saya kapel nan dye just because saya xmaw ingatt about the person i love . then . i simply break with him because i wont to hurt him . his quite nice guy . i wont fool his feelings . until larhhh saya found someone . suddenly . i felt like i know him well . his behavior same with that guy . but . now . i love him nope because he has same behavior with that guy . but i love him because i love him . hhahahah ! cm pelikk jep kan ayattt uhh . whateverrr . hhahhhahaha ! the most important is . i really really falling love . sayang sgt3 da tat dye . MY MUNCITTTTT !

p/s : hope we're stick together untill the end . :))))

just because of him .

i admit that . his nope the first one for me . i know other guy first than him . but . what im can saying that . his different . honestly . he's not the same that i judged . firstly im found him . he is quite simple and very very silent guy . im have no idea that he is very GEDIK guy . HAHAHAH ! AND I LIKE IT ! heeee ~ i know that he never thought that he want to be with me . i can feel it when firstly i know him . he just act like usual . but when he show his love to me . i can feel it . seriously . he knows that i love him very much . but he doesnt know how much that i love him . i also cant describe by my self . tipuu larhhh saya xpenahhh sayang owg lainnn . i mean my ex boy . yes . i had love my ex before . but it not same like im love him . PLEASE BE HONEST WITH ME . I HAD LOVE U MUCH MUCH MORE OK . IT CANT BE TURN BACK .

P/S : ONLYYY U DEAR . MUNCITTTT ! <3

THANK U ALLAH !

first : terima kasih allahh . bagii saya peluang tok berpuasa this year . mybe this is the last ? whos know ? nobody know their date of death . isnt it ?

second : terima kasihh allah . bagiii saya rasa hows the feel starving . hurmm . cmnew larhhh owg yg xberkemampuan uhh kan . dowg never sigh . even though their life is very complicated .

third : terima kasih allah . kerana give me the opportunity to life simply . not too rich . and not too poor .

fourth : terima kasih allah . kerana granted me a one family that very very understand me . and support me . mama . even mama nihh agakk garang . and straight . tp mama still love me a lot . i know it ! heeee ~ abah ! the greater men that i know in my life . sporting . but once he get anger . watch out jep lep . normal larhh . ckp leader kan . HAHAHA ! kakak . seorang yg agakk mengonggg . even umo da tue . and da nak kawen da . this year . this october . but behavior dye still cm budak3 tauu x . xtaw lep cmnew t nan husband dye . HAHAHAH ! mok ! si gilaaaa yg saya pernahh jumpaaa . sumpahhh ! dye paling cool gilaaa kottt ! hatyyy sgt kentall yerr ! tp kalaw saya mention sal mama . dye lemahhhh ! sapa xlemahh dohhh . mak ok ! saya sukaaa paw dye . serious ! dye baikk lak nan saya lately nihhh . tp agakk mengonggg yerrr disituu . HAHAHAHHA !

fifth : terima kasihh allah kerana gift me a lot of friends that can accept me the way i am . the friends that always supported me . make me laughh ! heeee ~

last but nope least : terima kasihh allahh . gift me a men that love me most . same like me . can stand with my behavior . make me laughhh . never make me feel alone . dengar suma suma ceritaa saya . *saya mang suka bercerita kan sayang ! heeee ~ always spend his time for me . even though . i know he very very busy . thanks dear !

p/s : as long as i have all of them . its satisfied enough for me . seriously ! ur guys had complete my life ! TERIMA KASIHH ALLAH ! *sebakk lakk kan ! heeee ~