him .

seriously . saya rasa bersala gila . sometimes i felt like he ignored me . but sometimes . i felt like he very very caring about me . why i felt it ? i've no idea . he said he love me . and i knew it . but sometimes he doesnt need me at all . why ? hurmm . seriously . im comfortable with him . i really need him . but he look like doesnt care about me at all . honestly . when him with among his friend he look like ignored me . i knew . he should focus on his study . and how about me ? i've my own field of study too that i need to face it . even i have no time for texting . calling or chatting with him . i've tried hard for have time with him . but him ? ok . im admit . he also have time with me . but i want have conversation with him that much !

p/s : really really need him :(