suddently .

bila saya stalker blog member saya . suddently saya teringat tat dye . only one ordinary guy yg saya penah kenal b4 nih . dye yg aja saya how to appreciate our partner . tyme saya kenal dye dulu . dye biasa jep . simple . but nice . dye banyak saba nan saya yg perangai cm budak budak . tyme uh saya just take it easy . yep lep . budak kan . dye penah tuggu saya about 2hours . agak amazing kan . kalaw saya lep . mesty saya da blah da . dye slow jep orang nyep . never speak louder with me . even though im quite annoyed . baik kan dye . tapi when im truly falling love with him . his passed away . gone . leave me behind . b4 this i cant accept it . after he's gone . im gonna be like non direction girl . just simply accept who are want me be their gf . seriously . and extremely . when im accept jep that guy . my feeling is EMPTY . NOTHING . hurmmm . firstly . im just act as usual . just follow the flow . but im quite cruel arh gkk . coz . im his gf but im just ignore him . until my friend said . heyy ! dont fooling with his feeling . if u're at his shoes . what did u felt ? im rethink back . they're quite true . so . im simply let him go . i dont know why . even though . i'd couple with him about a year . i have no feeling with him . my feeling refuse to accept another guy except my him before . actually . he refuse to let go me firstly . but im strongly still with my decision that wanna to break up . then until he's giving up mybe . then . im still single about a year jugak larhh . at the same time . im still thinking of my old him . once . im dreaming of him . he said . go ! and looking for your happiness . mybe he wont me still keep thinking on him . mybe this is the time for me to find someone that can replace his position . until . im in semester fourth gonna be semester fifth . i've found someone that similar with him . their attitude also quite same . but physically of course different because they is not a same guy . he only can open back my heart to accept him like i'd accept my him old before . he also can understand me . be patent of me . can accept my childish behavior . once i said . i love u . means . i really meant it . it not like simply can said that words . mybe its very simply to others . but nope me .

p/s : seriously . strongly . extremely . i love u dear . >,<