can u trust me ?

hurmm . today was my busy day . a lot of assignment . baruu jep abiss shoot play role for OB . sixth role . sumpahhh . penatt gilaaa . then . ary nih jugak saya nan dye misunderstood . he said today's like weird thing happen . the other words is . dye rasa cm saya nih kuaw hang out nan guy lain . seriously . saya xpenah nak wat dye cm uhh . agak sedihh jugak dye ckp cm uhhh . like he doesnt trust on me . kalaw saya nak play around . saya xkan contact awak lagiii ok . please . please . paham saya . once i said i love u . i really meant it . muncittt . please . jgn make voice like that . cm xnak ckp nan saya jep . sumpahhh . its hurt ok dear . hurmm . i'll try to understand u . so same to u . u need to understand me . selagii saya mampuuu . saya buatt suma untuk awak ok . selagii saya hidupp saya try to be the best for u . muncittt . saya xmintak banyak . saya just mintak awak tok treat me same like me treat u . i admit that i hard to get angry . but its doesnt means u can just take easy dear . saya xkisahh kalaw mata saya bengkak . rushing . i'll try to fulfill ur requirement . saya xmintak awak pk kan saya jep every single minute . jaga haty saya jep . tp its enough if u trust on me . hurmm . dear . saya pown manusia . even saya xtaw nak mara . awak ckp bila saya mara lawak gilaaa . sebab saya xnak hurt kan awak . tp . . . . bila awak out of mood . u never to think what im feel kan . xapa . saya xkisahhh . awak xada mood nak ckp nan saya ? its ok . i'll letakk phone . biar awak release . tp bilaaa saya out of mood . . . . saya xpenahh nak moody kan . saya sedar saya siapa . im just nothing for u kan . . tp awak sangat meaningful for me .

p/s : saya bukan nak awak jaga perasaan saya . tp just enough awak trust on me . :(