why ?

is it he's love me ? as i love him ? or im just nothing to him ? i've no idea . or im very sensitive ? i dont know why his mood tonight nope like usual . moody and speechless . honestly . when he call me . even im in bad mood . my mood turn happy . but him . hurm . even i did something . im hiding from his knowledge . but he doesnt notice it . hurm . ok . all is my fault . just me did mistake . sorry . sorry and sorry . im nope the perfect one . im nope ur choices actually . im know it dear . if i doesnt accept u . u're nope interesting with me isnt it ? im notice it ok . seriously . . . . ilusm dear .

p/s : i dont want much . just need u dear . :(